littlegoldenapple:

Augh

Ok, so a month from now I’ll be selling jewelry at the Pagan Marketplace AND I’ll be leading a ritual with my coven at the Marketplace

And slightly less than a month after that, I’ll be selling jewelry again at the Beltane Bash AND teaching a chant workshop

AND I’ve already agreed to apply to be a vendor at the Paulding Meadows Arts and Crafts Festival this fall with my mom

WHY AM I DOING ALL THESE THINGS

I haven’t even sold one piece of jewelry yet

And why did I agree to do a public ritual

Why did I agree to sing in front of people

WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME

I would venture to say you signed up to do these things because they sound lovely! :) You can do it! There’s nothing wrong with you! In fact, I’m rooting for you! <3 I know it’s hard with anxiety, but just take a deep breath, maybe cut down on one or two things as not to overwhelm yourself, but don’t write it all off just yet!